I doubt! I doubt that I lose myself again and again.

This kind of feeling is devestating, depressed and so on.

Since this semester, I've challenged myself through taking three different positions in three different groups.

At the very beginning, I thought myself Mighty thus I can handle everything well, no matter what the positions or schoolworks are.

Yet this semester I found myself wrong; I'm NOT and won't be a Mighty.

I'm tired out yet cannot let others know... thus I have lived in the terrible circle.

My life's without anything: happiness, dream, and whatever.

So I've lived a life that I have to wear a heavy and unreal mask which makes me feel breathless.

Life's like this, you can never imagine what it will be like and you cannot control at all.

Thought my life is lake of some kinds of spirits or else.

But I do not know.

Maybe lots of setbacks or failures are just some reminder for me.

Never lose my heart, my spirit...

Life shouldn't have been like this, suck!

Maybe I need some more rest and slow down everything...

I'm worn out this time! And almost lose myself!

I hate myself being like this...

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